Heart wants what it wants

 My heart was broken apiece but i,

Got it together and gave her all i could,

Cared and worried despite the heavy heart i carry,

But she was so blind to even see,

All the efforts I put onto her,

Were like water to a heap of sand,

A fair weather friend she became,

For she has to have her mood to even think about me,

And yet doesn't even think for the people who mean less,

Puts everyone above me, for i was the bundle of joy,

How its fair for me to be there at all times¿

And never to be found, when I needed to,

A hand to hold, and hugs to feel,

For i am as human as she is, only with a soft spot,

Now takes all my star light, 

that fades into the distant oblivion,

I console myself for all the right reasons,

Yet find none to explain the stupidity,

How can anyone expect everything yet be stubborn when its your turn,

The heart wants what it wants, so blind for all the repercussions.